Why I suck…
because I, sometimes - maybe a lot of the times even - over react to things not worth it
because I can exaggerate as in overstress, dissect, over analyze, dwell on something and not as in ‘add to’ making it a completely different story
because I don’t seem to let things go when I’m frustrated. And I really want to be able to control that because there will be more times when I will be frustrated and angry, again.
because I’m very impulsive when frustrated
because I give myself the right to care too much, coming off as perhaps too obsessive & controlling
because I feel that I’m misunderstood when it comes to being judgmental
because I give myself the right to think that I know what’s better for someone more than they know what’s better for them
because I most likely upset you with my words, sometimes.
because I do - what later when I clam down classify as - childish acts and later regret doing them
because I’ve proven that I have not learned from past experiences of frustration and how to control my reaction in those moments
…and for all that, I offer my apologies!
