here & there
C R A V I N G S You know that feeling of wanting to passionately taste something despite knowing that you cannot fully have it? You know that you cannot have it and that it will never be yours, but you feel this sensation of wanting to just have a quick taste of it? Even if it’s just a sample..a trial version of ‘it’ to sort of fulfill that craving of wanting it? Well, I don’t know why…but I kinda like this feeling… (I wrote this here last Feb and I still kinda like this feeling, along with the feeling of peeing after holding it in for some busy 7+ hours… reminds me of what I once described the feeling of being at the gun range after a friend asked how liberating it felt: actually, never mind. maybe later.)
Hilarious, no? She was emailing some guy in Spain today named Jesus. “I was like Good day Jesus…hahahahahahaha” I also let a big laugh out … that was hilarious, I thought… ” I was about to say send my regards to God. It was weird. seriously. He should consider renaming himself to something else. someone a little low profile, like Noah” hahaha :D
What did I mean? I would do the impossible to figure out what I meant by CTOAT when I chose it as a title. seriously, I know it meant something at the time… an acronym … cannot remember…and I think I want to remember. Rihab, if you’re reading this and you remember, then let me know.
Being me. me: beesan, your kids have to stop reading my site…I feel like I cannot be myself anymore. Beesan: yourself doesn’t have to be graphic as usual
Rihab: why can’t you be yourself? let them get to know their wacky aunt
Shallow Obsessions shoes, perfume, my eyebrows, avocados, seafood
By the way, I am starting to get sick of the fake message behind the ‘art.’ bekkaffi ya! (means enough, eh!)
